Hello

I feel different

Starting from Saturday morning when I came back from Italy

Actually, no i felt different since the day I went to Italy.

New friends

New place

New SNYO 

And almost a new accent! But no- just kidding

I feel different 

In a very good way

But I don't talk about it with SAS people. Haha it's gay i say this but they wouldn't really understand.

I'm CAROLYN

I live in Singapore

Would love to hang out with you - but i'm a busy person

i swim (a lot), i play the cello, im in the singapore national youth orchestra, i'm planning to major in art, i have a chinese tutor, and i eat (a lot).

i'm very athletic, i love sports

i love music

i'm pretty outgoing i guess

i can't help gossiping - but thats to everyone

my summer break currently sucks right now. after my breathtaking trip to italy with SNYO, my summer is practically over.

i'm smart - not because albert einstein's my dad. i dont know how many weeks there are in a year. i'm the kind of person who gets a paper and pencil and writes number down for however many seconds, minutes, hours, or days it takes to figure the answer out.

yeah - it means i'm a hard worker.

i get good grades

and i'm very competitive at school- i feel like i'm flunking if i get a B+, and with sports, art, and everything else that i do

which also takes me to - i'm pretty self conscious

i tell my friends not to care what everybody else thinks

but that's not always the case for me.

i like to think that i'm the different girl.

ya know, in movies, they have cheerleaders, geeks, emos, bullies, but there's this 1 girl that is different and gets prince charming (who's also different).

but everybody, including me, knows that i'm not.

i'm pretty much like every other girl (sorry to burst your bubble)

i dont drink, smoke, do illegal drugs. i'm still young

and i'm definitely scared for highschool this august.

i'm looking forward to a lot of things - studio art, chinese 3, snyo rehearsals, IASAS swim

but i'm not looking forward to a whole lot more things. too many to name.

not that anybody would read this blog but -

ciao :)

-carolyn