my nap

i took a nap at around 4;30 til 5 

and i just remembered my dream, and it's been sorta bothering me -.-

i had some sorta rehearsal or concert. apparently with the SYO because i saw some SYO members there, and after rehearsal i dropped all my scores accidently, and i couldn't pick them up because i had my cello on my other hand. 

(i seriously have never had a dream about SYO or my cello so don't think i'm a music freak)

and then i kept trying to pick them up, but my hands wouldn't move and they wouldn't pick the stupid papers up! 

then 2 syo people appeared and i don't remember if they tried to help me or not, but i saw myself faint. so, i saw myself faint, but it wasn't ME who fainted, get it? ... no?

but then afterwards i 'woke up' in my room and this part i thought wasn't a dream. it was 9pm already and i was telling myself 'holy crap i slept for a frickin long time and nobody woke me up!' and i could hear my parents saying 'it's already 9pm! we have to eat!' 

and then i was putting my cello away when something happened - i dun remember.

but suddenly my cello was like.. it wasn't broken. it was sorta like, shrinking. haha sounds gay i know, but it was. and then i screamed for help, and i forget who was in the room with me but we tried to glue my cello back together cuz there were some missing parts too..

and i kept telling the person 'shouldn't i tell my mom first?' and i was thinking to myself 'the cello sound will be different if we keep glueing things together'

and i fell to the floor and started crying. weeping. bawling, i dont know if i should add a 'hahaha' to that because i really didn't find it funny (in the dream) and i was like, telling myself how much money my parents wasted - i'm wise and deep in my dreams too apparently.

and then i woke up. at 5;05pm (i checked the clock cuz the dream freaked me out)

so yeah.

the dream

really 

really 

bothered me.